Wednesday, July 02, 2008 :::  

Testing my patience 

Sigh. This week, she (superior) has tested my patience... She was talking, lecturing, scolding, loudly as usual (for 3 whole days already!). I sorta snapped back (gently) at her twice already. The 2nd time, even though my words were not "attacking" her, it was quite loud. I think the whole office could hear me. =\


I prayed to God to not let me snap at her and just show me the (nice & wise) way to talk to her in ways that she would realise her actions AND not be so mean to me. Sigh. =\


Need to be really careful this week. Seems like she's in bad mood these days.

Labels: anger, annoying, boss, frustrations, God, work

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 :::  

Retards shouldn't be allowed to be near OR use any ATM machines! 

I appologise for the lack of updates. My internet connection seems to be getting worse, and it's VERY annoying. I think I'm the only patient person in the world to keep reconnecting the line. I nearly wanted to go meet the IT ppl face to face and complain for 10 hours! Bleh... =P


Anyway, about the ATM story, would u forgive me if I talked about it with no illustrations? Cos I shud be getting to bed already. This is what happened:


I was lining up at Sunway Pyramid waiting to use the ATM, obviously to withdraw $$ lar. Later 2 young chinese (prolly in their 20s @ college students?) lined up behind me - a guy & a girl (A & B). Some minutes later, their friend (another young chinese girl) shows up and stands with them (beside them) but outside the queue. Btw, these 3 young people -- A, B, and C -- were all decently dressed. As in, presented themselves quite well - clothing wise.


It was my turn. I stepped forward. So did the chinese 'couple' behind me. They followed me and stood VERY closely behind. THAT i already hate. Even if there's no line drawn on the floor, pls have some courtesy, people! But whatever, this is too common now. People can still come up very close behind u EVEN when there's a line OR an elevated platform for the privacy of the person using the ATM! No offence, but this is what u live with in a 3rd world mindsets country (even when those ppl are well educated). Pfft. Anyway, yea, I hated the fact that these ppl stood so close behind me! Nevertheless, I took a deep breath, kept quiet, and did my thing.


Then the worst part came. Their chinese GIRL pal (the 3rd person, C) moved forward and this time, she stood RIGHT BESIDE ME!!


Like..... HELLO??!!!!??!!!!?


Do u go and stand beside ur friend (worse, a stranger) while they are at the ATM machine and obviously doing very personal things to get their $$ outta that machine???!?


That brainless retard (she looks smart but acted like a retard!) wasn't even aware of her STUPIDITY when I gave her a very confused and "HELLO??!!! Are u stupid or something!?!" look. I stared at her for almost 20 seconds! Her friends behind me didn't even say a word... I guess their brains are fried too.


I regreted not saying a word. Some "ah" sound came outta my mouth cos I was about to say sacarstic things to that idiot (that couple's friend, C). But all that I could think of was between the lines of   "EXCUSE ME?!?!"   and if she asks "what?" I'll go   "R U NOT SMART ENOUGH TO *NOT* STAND RIGHTTT BESIDE ME?!?!"   with a bitc*y look.


I didn't wana be THAT rude but couldn't think of anything to say but "EXCUSE ME" and swallow her with my killer stare.. At that split second, I made a mistake NOT to say a word. Resumed using the ATM after 20 seconds of disbelief!


Hope she gets scolded or shouted at, when she does that again. That ought to teach her a lesson! But for her face's sake, I hope she NEVER does that again.


Sigh. Must be ignorant college kids la. Talk about them also want to choke them!! So inconsiderate, brainless, selfish bunch of ppl... I seriously hope they (more of that girl) are the ONE & ONLY case like this!


My advice to you? Please don't be an idiot. Tell ur kids that. And tell ur friends too. Tell everyone. Unless u want me to go and stand beside u & lean in when ur keying in ur PIN number. Just to irritate u. :)   Idiots.

Labels: anger, ATM, disappointment, inconsiderate, stupidity

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Thursday, August 16, 2007 :::  

I wish I could be more optimistic about tomorrow BUT... oh I dunno! ... This feeling, it hurts! 

You have no idea how terrible I feel right now.


Couldn't cry it out because I (am) was not only sad, I was also mad! I have no one to talk to right now. The stupid (situation) & person who caused this is unavailable. I even have a feeling that after my explanation, things would *not* be better. In fact, I would probably feel WORSE because I expect any smart a$$ person who NOW understands my situation (after my explanation) would know what went wrong. AND then appologize to me for being so inconsiderate! -- Not ignore the situation & move on with life like nothing happened!


It is not whether or not that person applogizes. It is whether or not the donkey realises that it was all a MISUNDERSTANDING and feel sorry for what had happened afterwards!


I am sorry, but something inside me died today. I am not sure if u can fix it. But if u try hard enough, i'm certain it'd become alive again. I sure hope u know how much damage u have done today. Although, I dare not expect a lot to happen...

Now u can see why I have difficulties trying to release my tension (by crying).... U can obviously see how sad, disappointed AND mad I am at the same time!


Oh please, God, let me sleep peacefully tonight! Do miracles. Let me sleep in peace..............

Pardon my language today. Although not vulgar, but yea, I sound angry. Not safe for kids below 12 years of age! Heh, still can make (lame) 'jokes'. Whatever.

Labels: anger, frustrations, personal, sad

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