She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Thursday, June 21, 2007 :::
Relationships... Not that HER friends would even consider the logic behind this post
Sigh.
Not that my family members get along SUPER well, but we're OK. We spend some time together. We spend enough time together to laugh, argue, go on trips, etc.
But now, I'm feeling sad. Sad that I can't reverse things. I miss spending time with my (younger) sister, she said so too (some months ago). BUT i don't think that's the case.
In our immediate family, I only have my sis to talk to. I mean, u don't go and tell ur parents everthing, right? My parents aren't exactly the "friend-friend" kinda parent - the generation gap is pretty apparent.
I recently left her a msg (instead of talking to her directly). She read it (I double checked it after a week). But she showed no changes. She hasn't cared to spend more time with family (especially me), or come home earlier, or not to lock herself in the room that even my parents sometimes dunno she has already reached home. I told her bout how she didn't even care asking about parents' recent trip to Bali too. Oh yea, u can expect that she still kept quiet for days - she didn't care how was it for them OR what they brought back OR anything else!
Not that I am forcing her to come back before 9pm everyday, spend time with us every single day, etc. She CAN go do her own stuff; She can reach home at her usual time; She can spend time with her bf; She can chat on the phone with her friends; She can do whatever she wants - I duwana 'CONTROL' her. But I really do miss the times spent with her, chatting, laughing, window shopping, or just sitting down & doing nothing with her - as long as we did it together.
Family time as compared to bf / friends time feels so different, ya know? She doesn't even show a slight interest in us, in me! All she does is to.... come home late, lock herself in (our) room, and chat on the phone. When she comes hom earlier OR stays home longer (AKA go out later during weekends), she's usually too tired & lazy to do anything else.
Sigh. She doesn't miss her sister even a single bit. And our relationship strain was caused by her unreasonable actions before (when she was quite rebelious last time) -- Not that her friends would believe this. Since she's the OH-SO-INNOCENT girl ... And now, she has her own seperate life. Her family (and sister) are just insignificant people in her life that she doesn't seem important enough to FIND TIME to be with.
I accept the fact that her "head's just getting too big" now, but I am not content with this fact. =( *sighhhh*...
Been SO LONG since I've onlined! Gosh... My life without internet. =( Anyways, here are things that I think worth blogging, interesting enough & covers enough for the period I've been MIA!
Best compliment of the month "Wow! U look like Lucy Liu! Lucy Liu!! Da*n... You look great!" (which I obviously can't compare with! But he meant it. So I accept it only la. Haha..)
Guy flirting with me got "shot down" when... SCENE I - Where I was present with WST & Aini WST: "Oh, I've to show this photo to my mum and tell her that ur one of my potential gf!" Aini & I: laughed.
SCENE II - Where Woo & WST were discussing about dinner plans (I wasnt present) Woo: "Wana have dinner later with Sonia? We're going to Souled Out" WST: "Who's Sonia??"
SCENE III - Later Woo told me about it when the 3 of us were having dinner Woo: "U know ar, just now WST said he dunno who's Sonia.. (she then retold me about SCENE II).." WST: (shows an embarrassed expression WHILE trying to explain his way outta it) Me: "(Thought to myself -WAH, so "tak jadi" la, earlier in the afternoon he just teased me saying I was one of his potential GFs!) Me: "Har, say I potential gf but dunno my name! Fail la you.. Sumore u saved my number in ur handphone. Haiyo, if u wana call me also dunno how to la. I think u have to put my face (picture) beside my name only u'll know who is the 'SONIA' in ur mobile's phonebook la!"
Most unexpected line I heard I was out having a drink with a few friends when... a pirated VCD seller came to our table. He was carrying a basket full of pirated VCDs and mumbled a few movie titles, asking if we wanted to buy any of them. We shook our heads even before he finished his sentence / opening line.
The next thing we knew, he uttered the words "Support piracy!" (and he grinned too! :D) .... My mates & I couldn't hold our laughters. We looked at each other & laughed out loud! *LOL*!
What I've been up to Watched movied Pirate of The Carribean 3 - definitely prefer the 3rd movie than the 2nd. Although, 1st movie was the best. Simple & easy to understand, funny, memorable. And of course you all already know this - about how limited is my access to the internet these days! =(
Hope ur all doing well. Drop me a msg if u happen to read my blog. Would love to know that ur still here, even though my domain is no longer registered under MY's or my name. ;)
