She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Monday, March 31, 2003 :::
I need air; Not fair!!
Ish.. I just came back & I feel like I'm gona faint anytime...
I took a bus home after class today. This time, from Midvalley, not near college. Then went up the bus. It became more and more packed. I mean, it's normal, cos it was 4:30pm or so. BUt, it was superbbbb hot, and the thing is this. I think, it was the 1st time where I pratically felt outta breath. I felt like I lost a lottt of my energy, etc. Actually more of, I felt the lack of oxygen. [Btw, took me 3 minutes to find out the spelling of "oksigen" (Malay) in English. Hehehe.. I thought that "ocksigen" looks weird. Very! So I tried & i got the correct spelling already. ;p]. Anyway, that was how I felt. I was hoping that the bus quickly reaches my stop, so that nothing bad would happen. And hey, I've not fainted yet (now). ;p What an experience. Hehehe..
Got an email from alx, and I thought that it was my ex-colleague! Heheh.. His chinese name sounds similiar -lar. Will reply later. As in, I think a few days later. ;)
Lotsa things to do. One of my assignment's due date has been brought forward. The office just informed us today. We had 2 months to do it, and now, it's left to ONE month. 30 days make a very BIG difference!!!! I mean, suddenly the date is brought forward. What about our time management? You think that we're super humans?!! We only study?! We've got nothing else to do???? Come on -lah... Even 1 day makes a difference. We're not talking about days or a week. It's about 1 month.. =\\\. Will COMPLAIN to our director, Head of Professional Courses. She's on leave today and will be back tomorrow. I don't care. This is too much. It's our right. =\\\\\. From angry to feeling a little helpless already... *sighz*
Ahaha.. I'm feeling tired already. Really lack of air -lar. I need more oxygen....
It has been so hot the last month, and then this month, it has been raining non-stop. I used to complain when it rains that much. I read in Jaynes's blog, that the rain is precious in Australia. And we (Msians) dare complain! Hehehe.. Anyway, I said that it as been raining non-stop this month, and I could've been complaining rite? Well, I didn't this time. Hahaha.. Guess I'm glad that it is. Last month was terrible. Sooo humid. No rain for a few days, etc... It was "day-mare" (*LoL* Taken from the word nightmare). ;p
I dreamt a weird dream today. Haha.. Like in the movies. First was seeing the "tai kor" (head of some gang) testing out machine guns, and the head of police wanting to put him behind bars. After that was the "tai kor"'s follower murdering someone, and I saw blood all over! It was some innocent nice lady (Miss J) he murdered, cos i recognised the nice red sports car of hers. Somehow he saw me peeping thru the back lane. I didn't see the act of him killing Miss J, but only the blood. He was then after me.. O_O. I RANNNNNNNNNN.. It was late already. And there were no one on the streets. I didn't have my handphone with me. I was all alone. DANG! It was dead scary, ok! God knows what would he do to me. Cold blooded fella... He was wearing some black coat, with a hood. Something like what those private investigators wear in the movies. Hehe.. Only thing, his (the murderer) was very stylish. Then, somehow, my dream ended OK. I forgotten how, but I defeated him. May be someone came to the rescue, or he somehow was caught & helpless, that he couldn't harm me anymore. *Phew!* This dream was quite scary, but at least I wasn't running the whole dream. Unlike the dream I had a few years back, I was escaping from a lioness. That, I ran practically the whole of that dream. -_-
Complaints; In a helpless situation.. *toilet, toilet* *I wana go peeeeee*..
Tired. Tired. Tired. I feel like sleeping now, and it's only 6:35pm...
Let me see.. Oh yea. I wanted to go to Petaling Street on Tuesday, but it rained. And you know what? I skipped my 8:30am class on Wednesday! Hahaha.. Well, I slept at 2++am. Alarm rang at 7:30am, but I offed it.. Worse, the lecturer, Dr. John Thava (I think I spelled it correctly) talked about the project! What he expects, some guidance, etc. And I forgot to borrow my friends' notes for it. How silly of me...
Oh, and what were those people (who snaps young, tall, old, beautiful, ugly, weird, fat, thin, ALL kinds of students' pics) doing? I was waiting at the Students Service Department to get my photo taken (for the student card), and no one showed up. Do you think that we (students) have nothing to do other than studying? I mean, if u are assigned to be stationed there, stay put, and let the students get their photos taken. =\. Yea. So I wasted some time there.... The archery club's prez, Nazrin, said that nothing much happened during the meeting. They just assigned students into groups. So I'm going for the Friday 2:30pm session. He told me to choose a group (5 in a group). I saw one with 2 from A-levels, 2 from Ausmat; another with 4 from A-levels. So I chose the "group with mixtures" - the 1st group. I found that many of the archery club members were all Pre-U students. Fresh ones. I'm already a gona-be-2-years-old-Sunway-Coll-student. Hehe.. Nothing. Just to mention. ;p
I'm one month away from my birthday!! This also means that my project assignments are due-ing!! Arghh..
I got to go to Petaling Street (chi cheong kai) today.. Ate wan tan mee there. Bought cats eyes drink there. Bought something nice also (duno the name of the food. U can get to eat it during CNY). It's sweet, sticky & crunchy. Nyumz~! ^_^
Didn't walk around much. There were thunder & lightning in the sky. Scared it would rain, so headed back to college at 3pm. Oh, I met this taxi driver. He arrrr... Ok. We (Gene & me) got down the bus, and it was raining cats and dogs. My umbrella was not big enuf for the both of us, and I suggested to take a cab in (from Sunway Lagoon's bus stop!) =p. This young Indian guy agreed to take us in. When we got into the cab, he go say "Moi, RM 4, ok". What the... We were already in the cab, ok? Ish.. I was cold, wanting to go to the loo, and all. Also sorta rushing back to coll. So fine. We didn't argue, but he was too much! It would only take RM2 to go to my college, for usual times, ok!? *sigh* And we actually let him take advantage of the situation..
I'm now waiting for a friend to online back, but may be not. Tired. He might call. May be not also. Argh.. I wana sleep... ZzZzz...
HEhehe.. Didn't really change the look. Just the background colour, a bitttt darker. U should see this page when I was changing the codings, etc. ;p. Anyway, it (this page) still looks funny, eh? *sighs*. Doesn't matter. Not gonna care about it anymore. =p. At least not for now..
MY's getting the new domain mid of April.. I'm guessing. Should be ler.. ;). One thing I know. It would be after April Fool's Day. *Sonia hugs the nice guy*. He deserves it whattt.. =D. Btw, littlefoxden is down already...
Great. It's 2:56am already. Sleeping late, again...... C ya!
I'm trying to change the background. I mean, trying to make some changes in my main template. PLEASE, excuse s0n1a.blogspot.com for a while. I find it so funny. The layout all "kay-ying" already. It looks so odd, weird, funny, ugly, EVERYTHING u can think of.. =p
HAhahahaahhaaha.. Just read my entries. Annoy the layout first. It looks sooooooo funny now, I tell you. *Still laughing, giggling*
I forgot to bring my handphone to college today! I was charging it... *sigh*. Anyway, we were supposed to have another audtition today (for Beneath The Stars Charity Gala 2003). They actually called my house this afternoon (and I was already IN college).. So how did I know the venue and everything for today's audtition? Well, I met up with Monita, and my sister used my handphone to SMS her. The problem is this. This last minute thing... I mean, of course I didn't prepare my "minus one" cassette (tune / music only) or anything. I mean, I thought it was only a meet up or something. Ended up NOT doing anything. Time wasted.. =\
I wasted lotsa time today. This is what I did before going for the audition! Saw Kay after my 3:30 class. Went for a drink with him at the corner shop, where it started to pour (rain, i mean).. Waited a bit, and then headed into coll at about 4:30pm.. Didn't know what to do. One more hour to 5:30pm (the audition). Saw Shem, and talked to him until 5:40pm. After the so called audition which we did nothing, I headed home. And now, I'm online, printing the lyrics of Something Stupid. Might need it for the duet. (IF I get in - the audition). It's like I think I might be in, and I don't think so too. Reasons are as below..
I'm IN! 1. I chose the song "Colours of The Wind", which has a wider range, and needs more skill to sing it. ;p
2. Those people who went for the Friday audition, MOST of them sang "easier to sing" songs. *LoL*. If u get what i mean.. =p
3. It doesn't matter if I left out a few lyrics (paused), cos they only wanted to LISTEN to my VOICE.
I'm OUT! 1. I forgot the lyrics, and left out about 3 - 4 words while singing my song.
2. I sticked my tongue out after slipping a few notes (this happened STRAIGHT after I paused cos i forgotten the lyrics).
3. I didn't try my best. Let alone do my best?
4. It was a last minute thing, and I didn't have much choice choosing a more suitable song, if any.
5. I think a few notes (say 3 to 4 notes) were off key. As in, like... missed a sharp / a flat.
6. I didn't have a " -1 cassette", and so, it wasnt THAT clear : my singing (even though the music was soft).
Seems like I've more OUT than IN reasons, right? Hahaha.. Well.. Dunno -ler.. If I'm out, I won't mind. At least I didn't try my best. And, there's always different criterias in choosing people. I might not fit this one, but I can fit another. Plus, if I'm out, I won't have to buy the tickets to the event. I mean, I didn't mention before, eh? Ermm. It's like this:: If we're selected (performers / volunteers), we have to also purchase the ticket which costs RM70. Not even sure whether we get a discount or not. Why can't we just go there to perfom & just leave? Must we stay? I thought it's either you donate, or, you help out. We need to do both? Hmmmm...
I just saw this at Friday Five. I know it's late doing this, but what da heck. I just want to answer them! ;p
December 20, 2002
2. What was the best gift you have ever received? -For pressies, I've 2 categories. One is the sincerity & one more is judged materialistically. One thing I remember. I actually got a Renoma purse from a friend when I was 16. I didn't even held a party! How sweet of him. ^_^. But well, it's lost now.. but still, thank you. =))
-Generally speaking, my best gift ever, is to be alive. Having a life & living (experiencing) it. I mean, life has its ups & downs, but we have to learn to love our lives. =)
3. What was the worst gift you've ever given? Worst? I guess the lack of sincerity when receiving anything from anyone. I can't recall a particular situation, but, it really feels bad, ya know.. Like, receiving help frm a person who is reluctant to give it to you.. =\
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OOops! Given! Errrr.. I don't know. May be it's when I was younger? Didn't realise the importance of sincerity & didn't know how to choose better pressies. =p
5. If you could spend the holidays with someone who isn't around, who would it be with? Why? Firstly, what does it really mean by "someone who isn't around?" =p. Ok lar.. Well, I'll take it as someone who's not near me. I wana be with him loo. Cause I miss him so much, and, we have less time together wan. Would also like to spend time with my fellow good friends. Family too, but well, the priority would be: -
him, followed by good frens, and then family. Hehehe.. It's set by how frequent do I get to spend time with them. ;)
Can you believe it? I just went to my LITTLEFOXDEN page, and it's still up for good. Well, I guess it will be gone soon. ;)
Anyway, today. Argh. I was feeling VERY giddy just now. Might be sleeping too much, I don't know. Anyway, I was super uncomfortable, right? Well, to make things worse, I spilled my MILO on me-self! Great! Now a red patch.... It was boiling hot, I tell you. *sigh*.. What a way to start off a new day, eh? Might not be going for cell group today, cos I have to take a bus there, and I'm afraid that it would make my condition worse (might feel more sick).. Oh, and I wana faster finish up my assignments before my birthday! Still got so much to do.. Can I finish it? =\
