Saturday, July 31, 2010 :::  

It's past mid year 2010 now! 

YooOOooOoOoO!

Haha, I need to greet out LOUD cos this page's been abandoned for a few mths now. I'm sure there were   e c h o e s   when I exclaimed. Haha. Yes, I'm still lame la, ok... :P

So how have YOU been??

Talking bout you, let's turn the centre of attention back to me! Haha. How lame do I wana be... Not funny also.... Hor? :P

So ANYwayssss, since it's my blog and I wana share stuff with you. I wana say that, yes, I've been BUSY... As always, everyone gets more and more busy as we grow older, huh.. :\

We just cannot imagine how precious our childhood times were. With the holidays and all. Yipeeeee! *skips*. Now, we gotta work work and work. Social time, time to learn things (eg: taking up a new language), and etc, gets cut down. So yea, life's very much different now. It's not about it being better or worse. It's just a different phase of life. Which is good. :) Who wants to be stuck in the same phase of life forever, right? ;)

And heyyyy! So the (so called) "latest" news isss.... MY's back in Malaysia :) He's currently in real estate. And he's so hardworking today! Haven't eaten till now. Hehehe.. Happy for him, but gonna scold him soon cos it's 3.30pm now and he HAS TO EAT already! :P

Alrighty, hope someone's still reading this. Haha.. So sorry for MIA-ing. Blame my busy work/social/etc life & still not having my own lappie @ PC! *Bluekkk*

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Monday, February 25, 2008 :::  

Off work for a few days 

I'll be off from work, yay! However, I'll be attending a funeral ceremony - somewhat - for a few days. So no matter what, it'll be tiring for me. Hope I get enough sleep & able to sleep well, these few nights to come! Sorry that I care less about you now, bloggy dear, but I really don't have the internet connection at home; when I'm in the office, I've work to do.


I still hope to post some pictures up though. At least u'll be entertained by some random shots, right? =P


On a more personal note, I miss MY. Hope to be able to spend more time with him... =\\   *sigh*


Ok, gotta go organize and pack up my department's messy table cum cabinet, and move them all to our store room. Still left some time to do so, then I'll be leaving the office.


Thank you, Amy! For still reading my so outdated blog (ish-ness!), and leaving comments! Thanks again for making me a little happy! =)

Labels: boyfriend, work

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Friday, September 21, 2007 :::  

Frustrations of Relationships - the real thing 

This is a rather personal entry.


Some couples just fit into each others' lives quite easily. Sure they still need to work on things to be happy, but it's just easier for them to feel SO connected, compared to others. And then, there are others (which I presume are the most of us), who have to work extra hard to finally reach a stage where we think we're ready to commit our lives together for a very long time (I'm talking about marriage for those who don't believe in divorce).


Although MY & I do click, sometimes, I feel that there are still things we need to work on. But by him being far away (and a typical guy from Mars), I find it difficult to be done!! Long story. Sometimes he's so engrossed in his own thing, he unknowingly neglects me. Or may be it's because I'm too nice to him! =P   Anyhoo, it gets so frustrating sometimes! -- [If ur a girl, u can imaging HOW frus it can become! - it's less intense for a guy, i think. Because his mind is simpler in certain ways, especially the emotions part] BTW, can someone gimme a better word for "his mind is simpler"?





I don't know the purpose of this blog entry, but yea, I get so FRUSTRATED sometimes, and I feel like I've given so much! And yet, he fails to do me small favours (or little gestures) to validate his feelings towards me OR show his appreciation for what I gave / my efforts towards our relationship. He doesn't need to measure up to every small little things I did, but I do need reassurance (example: him going outta his way for small (personal) gestures EVERY now and then)!


If u think I didn't already tell him all these, I did~~! As a matter of fact, I directly tell him (I don't hint, I tell it straight to his face, with examples!). I do that on & off (but sometimes he says I repeat them often - seeing that we have been together for some years now. =P)... He's such a stubborn old man! =P


I wish someone told me a long-term relationship wouldn't be so nerve-wrecking! But that's NEVER going to happen. *sobs*. I am trying to constantly remind myself of his need of space (to retreat or whatever), and etc. But why doesn't he remember to gimme the things I said I need and not what he thinks I need???


So much to say. This is just a small fraction of what is on my mind. And since it's late now (and I feel better now, after blogging), I think I can sleep now. ;)

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Saturday, July 14, 2007 :::  

Anyone there? 

Must have been 1 or 2 weeks (?) since I blogged. Was working part-time in some event across a few universities / colleges. Had to wear covered shoes (i.e., sports shoes). Now my feet's itching because of heatiness or just the hours my feet weren't able to breathe! And the weather's not helping either. ARGH.


Haven't been chatting with MY much these few days. I wana, but it seems like our timing and all aren't right. Or something will come up last minute. In actual fact, we have been talking like usual (except for these few days), but we don't chat or talk bout important updates much. Not that we duwana, but more like he's withdrawing himself from the world or something. Including myself.


So whatever. I haven't been very happy recently either. I appear to be ok. Sometimes I try to be happy by not thinking too much, but at the end of the day, I realise I am kidding myself. These days, when I seem like I'm enjoying myself, I really am. Just that I could do better if MY just feels better and come out of his cave already! =\\

Labels: boyfriend, general, MY

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