Wednesday, November 26, 2003 :::  

Enjoying ur raya?

Happy raya to all the muslims out there! =). I didn't go visiting lar. Ish.. Hehehe.. But I think I'll be going over to my neighbour's house tomorrow. Hehee.. Then I'll get to eat rendang, lemang, malay kuihs (cakes).. I hope..

Didn't do much. Went for choir & the musical play practice. I've to think of more actions to do during my scene (the C@P cast).. Should be alrite, but just in case.. Hmmmmmmmm...

Oh, I tried KFC's new potato wedges (cheese & mayo) a few days ago. It's quite ok, but a lil too salty.

Developed some photos, and I like one particular pic. I look very simple. So to me, it's nice. Hehehe.. One thing though, my face isn't too clear there. Oh well.

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Saturday, November 22, 2003 :::  

Yay. Succeeded... =p

Yayyy!! Dad approved! Dad let me go to the youth campppp! Hehehehehehe... *smiles broadly*

It was Alex's birthday on November 20th. I wished him happy bday at Australia time, 12.08 am!! Hehehe.. I saw him online at 12:05 am. Hehehe.. I was acting all weird and everything. Wonder if he realised. =p. *LoL*. I wanted to continue saying, I am weird anyway. Hahaha.. Oh well. Weird in a good way! =ppp

Been studying, but still got so much to study. Arghhh..

Ok. I gotta go to bed early. (Wana quit the bad habit. Hehehe).. So niteys!

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Tuesday, November 18, 2003 :::  

Waves *hi*

Just some quick updates. Hehehe.. Not nice to leave my blog alone for more than a week. =p

Oh yes. I was sick for quite a number of days last week! Hahaha. Crazy. Was practicaly doing nothing the whole week. *sobs*. And then I was busy friendstering yesterday & today. Suddenly got 'high' on it. Hahaha.. Crazily wrote a few testimonials. *sighz*.. I think I'm still sick. *LoL*. Sick up there? Haha.. *TOUCH WOOD MAN!*

I still haven't asked dad about the youth camp. Helppp... =\\.

Ok. Time to go offline & study. Tas~!

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Monday, November 10, 2003 :::  

Yay! Passion.. and.. peace.

I was out 2 days in a row -- Friday & Saturday. Got home before 12am. Enjoyed myself, and realised that it has been long since I had time to really enjoy myself, in a relaxed way.

Also, I felt motivation from God, to serve Him with more passion. And I'm happy & excited bout the Chirstmas @ the Park concert this Dec 7th. I just feel that people will be touched. X))

I thought of sharing with u, my happiness & joy. I feel a bit different now - In a good way. I just feel that it's great to serve the Lord, after so much He has done for us. I mean, it's really hard to describe how I feel... The thought of me serving Him and lives being touched, is just... Whoaaa. It's more than doing what I love to do for Him that day -- to sing. It just feels special. U have to experience it to get what I mean. ;)))

Oh, btw.. I think this would help all of us. Even if you are not a Christian. I think it helps us find peace in our heart (s) / life (s).. =)

" What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God. When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures ". (James 4:1-3 NIV)

3 more weeks to my exam!! And I miss him.. And I love him. *Laughs evil -ly*.. Well, I can't deny that, can I? Hehe.. ;pp

Another update. I just hope that my dad allows me to go for the youth camp this December. I wana gooooo... Please, daddy?? =\.

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Thursday, November 06, 2003 :::  

Another encounter with the complicated

I wasn't too happy these few days. But still am o.k.

I worked someday ago. It was a one day job, for some event. This job reminded me of how cruel the working world can be. I mean, I wasn't really being manipulated, etc. But, I felt the politics going around. It's just plain - I - have - no - choice - kinda thing.

It's like u wana say (voice out) something, but u can't. U just have to do what is told. Even if u were looked at as if u were so stupid or not doing ur job (when u are), u have to go on with it. I was just plain sad. Wonder if anyone realised it, cos I kept my smiliey expression on my face. ( Can't look terrible, since we are all suppose to project a good image ). Or may be it's just cos we were new, and being looked down for that??

I was sad, but could only keep it inside. Until finally someone (a colleague) asked me, how was my day.. I answered "Ok.. Just the people here..". Didn't know that we shared the same thoughts. ;)). But nothing to be happy about, just felt relieve after spilling a bit. Even a sentence counts, you know...

I'll take it as another experience, to work with a "political company". May be it just happened, cos it was our first time? Anyways, thanks Chihui, and thanks Meng Yean. Also, I feel that God has a msg for me. I just somehow feel so, cos many things happened. May be the Lord's trying to tell me to spend more time with Him.. =)

Oh, btw.. If u ask me whether I'll work for this company again.. I think I will. It's just for the experience. I hope it'll be better the next time around. A fren of mine told me: "I guess it's a choice for u to be feeling happy / sad". I quite agree. BUT, after I spill. Hehehe... ;))

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