Thursday, November 06, 2003 :::  

Another encounter with the complicated

I wasn't too happy these few days. But still am o.k.

I worked someday ago. It was a one day job, for some event. This job reminded me of how cruel the working world can be. I mean, I wasn't really being manipulated, etc. But, I felt the politics going around. It's just plain - I - have - no - choice - kinda thing.

It's like u wana say (voice out) something, but u can't. U just have to do what is told. Even if u were looked at as if u were so stupid or not doing ur job (when u are), u have to go on with it. I was just plain sad. Wonder if anyone realised it, cos I kept my smiliey expression on my face. ( Can't look terrible, since we are all suppose to project a good image ). Or may be it's just cos we were new, and being looked down for that??

I was sad, but could only keep it inside. Until finally someone (a colleague) asked me, how was my day.. I answered "Ok.. Just the people here..". Didn't know that we shared the same thoughts. ;)). But nothing to be happy about, just felt relieve after spilling a bit. Even a sentence counts, you know...

I'll take it as another experience, to work with a "political company". May be it just happened, cos it was our first time? Anyways, thanks Chihui, and thanks Meng Yean. Also, I feel that God has a msg for me. I just somehow feel so, cos many things happened. May be the Lord's trying to tell me to spend more time with Him.. =)

Oh, btw.. If u ask me whether I'll work for this company again.. I think I will. It's just for the experience. I hope it'll be better the next time around. A fren of mine told me: "I guess it's a choice for u to be feeling happy / sad". I quite agree. BUT, after I spill. Hehehe... ;))

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