Thursday, August 16, 2007 :::  

I wish I could be more optimistic about tomorrow BUT... oh I dunno! ... This feeling, it hurts! 

You have no idea how terrible I feel right now.


Couldn't cry it out because I (am) was not only sad, I was also mad! I have no one to talk to right now. The stupid (situation) & person who caused this is unavailable. I even have a feeling that after my explanation, things would *not* be better. In fact, I would probably feel WORSE because I expect any smart a$$ person who NOW understands my situation (after my explanation) would know what went wrong. AND then appologize to me for being so inconsiderate! -- Not ignore the situation & move on with life like nothing happened!


It is not whether or not that person applogizes. It is whether or not the donkey realises that it was all a MISUNDERSTANDING and feel sorry for what had happened afterwards!


I am sorry, but something inside me died today. I am not sure if u can fix it. But if u try hard enough, i'm certain it'd become alive again. I sure hope u know how much damage u have done today. Although, I dare not expect a lot to happen...

Now u can see why I have difficulties trying to release my tension (by crying).... U can obviously see how sad, disappointed AND mad I am at the same time!


Oh please, God, let me sleep peacefully tonight! Do miracles. Let me sleep in peace..............

Pardon my language today. Although not vulgar, but yea, I sound angry. Not safe for kids below 12 years of age! Heh, still can make (lame) 'jokes'. Whatever.

Labels: anger, frustrations, personal, sad

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