She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Sunday, May 25, 2008 :::
Finally. And with a new job.
Hey, sorry been so long since I updated. The latest update is, I've decided what I wanted to do with my job. And so I decided to leave my then current company to join a new one. It's been 3 weeks now, and so far so good. :)
I had a blog entry saved up to publish, but I didn't bring it. Dang. U know, from an "online person" (I duwana say addict, cos I wasn't!) it's really a big change for me, to not have any internet access now. Seriously, I'm working for a Japanese cmpy and now I've got no internet access at all. I only got my work email. Sigh. It's crazy, but at least there some plus things about my work. Like, 95% of the people leave the office ON THE DOT. So yea, i guess I'll have a reasonable amount of 'quality of life'. :)
How's everyone? I'm sorry I do not follow up with u all nowadays. =\\
My office's so cold! Most people even commented that we could bring a winter jacket here & everyone would think it's appropriate. Haha.. However, not everyone agrees to that - especially the (fat) guys! =P Anyway, I'm alone in the office right now, so, good thing I can go switch off the main air-cond switch!
It's the time in my life that I've to make bigger decisions & some of them are really tough! I'll take my time on some, but other stuff (like work for example) will require me to make quicker decisions. Which, is difficult cos there're so many choices / paths! ArgH... Still being vague cos I can't blurt details out & get questionned bout it later.
Sad I don't keep in contact with many already. Especially after I got somewhat 'disconnected' from the internet world. Also, during weekends, I just feel tired & not willing to spend $$ going out. Going out and finding topics to talk about is sometimes seen as "tiring" to me. I wonder why... Is this really what work life does to you?
Nevertheless, I don't entirely see it as "tired to go out because I go out everyday anyway to go to work, and now I just wana rest". But more of, just being tired of 'entertaining' others & making ppl happy. I just want to be the way I am. I duwana 'teman' (accompany) u into the shop if I don't feel like it. I duwana talk much when I dun feel like it.... But... I've got a bad habit that I'd just talk when I'm out with friends. As if I'm responsible to be the 'hostress'. It's like.. "Oh, I must make sure there's no awkward silence. I should keep things interesting & making sure everybody is entertained", or something. Sigh.
Perhaps that's why I seldom call my friends out nowadays. Even if I do, I'd just go anywhere nearby. Or places that they frequent. Anywhere with less cars too. Mostly to wherever is convenient for them. Sometimes I feel =( (refer to last sentence). On rare occasions I do get them to come to me. So I guess OK lah. Oh well.
Hey alll.. I made a decision already regarding my job. I'm not at liberty to discuss it with you now though, as it isn't final yet & things are not happening yet. But I'll pray bout it to ask God if He thinks the choices I make are right or wrong...
Oh, btw.. Notice that I blogged twice this week already? Good, huh? =P
A random thought. A colleague of mine mentioned that there will be no public holidays in April. I went "ya la, it's the normal case. My birthday month's boring..." I continued with "Sometimes I do get lucky though. Prophet Mohammad's bday might fall somewhere close to enda April! ... So does it for this year??". He replied me "Neh, it's his b'day this Thursday".
Decisions on work - Follow, Change to 3rd Dept, or Change Cmpy?
Had a bad week last week. Lotsa changes at work too, which I haven't decided on what to do BECAUSE salary package would change too. No, company is not downsizing. Just lotsa reshuffling. I don't wana leave my company as I really look forward to grow with it. But as of now, I haven't made up my mind on the next step that I would take. Anything is possible. Will be making the decision like VERY soon. So..... We'll see...
Other than work being on my mind, other things are just minor stuff. So, do pray for me if you're reading this. I need direction & guidance to make the right choices... *Keeping fingers crossed as well*
