She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 :::
My life - no more nice, relaxing school life
My office's so cold! Most people even commented that we could bring a winter jacket here & everyone would think it's appropriate. Haha.. However, not everyone agrees to that - especially the (fat) guys! =P Anyway, I'm alone in the office right now, so, good thing I can go switch off the main air-cond switch!
It's the time in my life that I've to make bigger decisions & some of them are really tough! I'll take my time on some, but other stuff (like work for example) will require me to make quicker decisions. Which, is difficult cos there're so many choices / paths! ArgH... Still being vague cos I can't blurt details out & get questionned bout it later.
Sad I don't keep in contact with many already. Especially after I got somewhat 'disconnected' from the internet world. Also, during weekends, I just feel tired & not willing to spend $$ going out. Going out and finding topics to talk about is sometimes seen as "tiring" to me. I wonder why... Is this really what work life does to you?
Nevertheless, I don't entirely see it as "tired to go out because I go out everyday anyway to go to work, and now I just wana rest". But more of, just being tired of 'entertaining' others & making ppl happy. I just want to be the way I am. I duwana 'teman' (accompany) u into the shop if I don't feel like it. I duwana talk much when I dun feel like it.... But... I've got a bad habit that I'd just talk when I'm out with friends. As if I'm responsible to be the 'hostress'. It's like.. "Oh, I must make sure there's no awkward silence. I should keep things interesting & making sure everybody is entertained", or something. Sigh.
Perhaps that's why I seldom call my friends out nowadays. Even if I do, I'd just go anywhere nearby. Or places that they frequent. Anywhere with less cars too. Mostly to wherever is convenient for them. Sometimes I feel =( (refer to last sentence). On rare occasions I do get them to come to me. So I guess OK lah. Oh well.
