Sunday, June 15, 2008 :::  

Sonia in June 2008 

Argh. I really wana blog, but nowadays that I have so limited internet access (and no lappie of my own that has wireless connection card thingy in it), that I am discouraged to blog. :(


Not because I don't have anything to blog about, it's just that I forget bout stuff that I wana say cos everytime I've time & 'resources' to blog, it'll be later. And by then, I would've forgotten what is it about! =\\


The upside, however, is I have lotsa time to rest when I come back home. Kekeke.. I don't check emails/chat online (which I miss...)/read and google random stuff/waste more time online.


So I don't know I prefer which life. Or may be I do? ... Prolly I'd like to still be connected with the resta the world, but in a way that I'll be online JUST to check emails & blog. Just my own things, and of course chatting & finding out bout other ppl's lives!


Ahh... Should I go get internet & pay for it? Would I use it as much as I think I would? May be I'd be too tired OR may be I'd be caught onlining till late at night & be late for work the next day... Where I'm still under probation... :P


I know nobody misses me online (cos I'm such a "hi-bye" friend to many), and my blog isn't personal enough to many. [ BTW, having a balanced prsnlty doesn't make me a "no prsnlty" person! :( ].. But I still hope this blog won't die off. =\


Hehe, I know this entry seems like I'm talking to myself (which I kinda am! Haha!).. I really am typing whatever comes to my mind first.


So... Back to the main thing. Just a little updates from me...


God has put me in my new work place to make me grow (up). :P   Mainly cos most ppl working there are now not-so-young. So my mannerism at work should be more... "professional"..? And the most important thing is, God has given me a boss (immediate superior) that is SOMEWHAT difficult to handle. So I'm gonna have to be somewhat creative in handling my 'boss'. I duwana be mean (or sacarstic) like most other people are to her, cos I feel she's actually not THAT bad. Just prolly her way of approaching ppl.


It is quite challenging, for me. Cos I really wana be nice to her (and remind her how much God loves us all - so we should show our love to others as well). At the same time, I also need to becareful of not getting into any unwanted 'trouble' (Example: taken advantage of / be manipulated / get stabbed behind my back).


I trust God will be with me, since I still want to do this. I mean, I wouldn't be able to do this with my own strength, really. If it was just purely me & myself trying to do good, I might've already given up. Usually people just try a few times. And if in return the person is still the same way they are, you'd just give up and not wana care for them anymore, right? Why purposely treat them better when they do not appreciate what u tolerate & do for them? Right? ... ... But because of Him, I still want to be nice to her. Just pray that I will not start gossiping and will continue my efforts in making her realise He wants us to all be a better person. And there's so much more to life than herself! :)


BTW, happy father's day all! I'm going off now. Long(er) entry, huh? Hope I won't MIA for long after this! ;P   Nitey!

Labels: boss, difficult, general, God, love, people, work

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