She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Monday, March 01, 2004 :::
My ... voice ..... ?? .. ! ...
I'm supposed to be sleeping right now.. So *SHHhh!!*. It's a secret between u & me.. ;D
Realised I didn't blog for a week already. Decided to add a few words here before I get busy / lazy again.. I went to a Karaoke again. Means went for some 'singing session'. This time it was with my family. =)). Long time since that happened. But... the thing is this.
>>> I. am. sad. <<<
My voice totally isn't as good as it used to be... This feeling's not nice to have. Makes me super sad. My first talent to be found is now ruined. And, I have high expectations of it... This feels bad. Real sad case. I feel like giving up the hope of saving my voice, but I just can't yet.... BUT... I'm disappointed. So it can't be hepled. I still have the thoughts of giving it up - by leaving it alone...
See? I told ya I wanted to go for vocal training since 1999.. And now.. There goes my voice. It is becoming less & less powerful OR good OR nice OR whatever... =(((
I can't help it. My voice's really important to me. I told u so. Many times... =((
