Wednesday, March 31, 2004 :::  

Keep me in ur prayers, will ya? ^_^

Hmmmm... I, am still feeling a little lost.

Well, you see.. When you are stuck, you tend to feel lost, cos u won't know what to do & u can't really plan for ur next steps. You can only see how things go. Eh?

I was shocked, when Alwin told me this on ICQ yesterday.

t2k: i dont know what you are transforming into

I kinda agree too. I mean, things seem to be serious, but when u look carefully, it isn't that serious afterall. The thing is, there's a fog, it'll appear & disappear as it likes. So what am I supposed to do?? I can't turn left cos I thought I saw a drain there, but not sure how near it is. I can't turn right, I think I'm on the edge of a cliff. I can't go back, I'm supposed to go away from there - supposed to head for home . I also can't walk straight, what if there's a trap awaiting for me? So what can I do? I can only   s i t  and   w a i t. It's not my game now. *LoL*. Business talk: It's like the external macro environment - it's unpredictable & uncontrolable. ArgH... Time to accept the fact that life is gonna be like that for as long as I live... =\\\.

Anyways, life isn't thattt miserable for me (not yet.. =P).. 'Coz I already moaned about it (haha), and accepted the fact that I'd have to make last minute decisions based on situations.

Sure, I don't like it this way, but that's the only option I have now. Life is very complicating, cos we live with (among) humans. And humans are a very complexed species. *sticks tongue out*.. I really have to pray more & spend more time with God. It's sad, huh? We remember God the most when we need the strength and support from Him. *sigh*.. Typical human behaviour.. Haha.. =P. Can u keep me & my loved ones in your prayers too? =)

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