She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Me feeling better liowz. But one thing can't be changed --- I'm still stuck.
I can't decide on what actions to take, etc. I've to care bout my feelings + care bout others' feelings too. I know I'm hurting inside, but I can't do as I like. I've to an extend, some resposiblities of my friends' well being, etc. I just feel so "power-less", or rather insecure now. I can't control the situation, and am forced to act without much preparation. I mean..., I'm so STUCK. =\\\.
Anyway, haven't been doing much. Not feeling too well these days. And I'm too broke to go out anyway. So broke till I've to budget the cents I use. Only if everyone understands why I'm hesitating so much recently... =\\\\\.
Ish. And here I go again, I'm sad again. =P. Other than that, hmmm.. *thinks*
Oh yea.. Today in church, I met 2 new people, first timers. The pastor went "Please welcome the 2 new ppl - Daisy & Jacky". People kept looking around, so he said "There, the couple over there". I was apparently sitting next to them, and felt that they seem more like friends. May be the pastor just wanted to use the word "couple", cos may be by saying that, it was easier to identify them. Eh?
After the sermon, I talked to Daisy. Not wanting to embarrass her & the guy (Din wana make them go "nonono.. he's not my boyfriend" kinda thing?), I said this:
Convo #1 Me ; Daisy
"Hi. I'm Sonia. U r?"
"Daisy"
Blablablah "So.... is this ur brother?"
"He's my husband"
( :O , shocked )... "You're married??"
"Yea. There...." (Shows ring) "But.. u look so young. How old are u?"
"28"
( O_O .... =P )
Kelvin came up and talked to me a bit. He also said hi to Daisy & Jacky:
Convo #2 Kelvin ; Me ; Daisy
"Sonia, is this ur collage mate?"
"Erm.. She just registered herself at Sunway Coll" (maybe he thought they were my friends, cos i was sitting beside them + talking to them)
(He turned to Daisy). "Oh. So u just registered at Sunway Coll?"
"Yea."
"Oh. Why? U just finished ur SPM (O levels) or what?"
(Hands put on guys shoulder) "This is my husband"
( Shocked, :OOO .. covers face). Oh man. I feel so embarrased. Man....
(Hahaha... He was more shocked than me. His reaction and all. It was so hilarious!)
As long as you keep the
green-eyed monster in check,
you're a good GF that
most guys would be lucky to snag.
You're fun, smart and sensitive
- a perfect balance.
