She's a Malaysian. Tied up. Loves the city and lives in it. Currently looking for a Marketing job in retailing / fashion / accessories. Calls herself a "young adult" 'cos that's what being 20+ means, right? *grin* . Meet Soniaaka PhoEbe.
WISH LIST
- Have another holiday in Australia!
- More mobile phone credits
- A trenchcoat like jacket
- My Delias's wishlist
- MY to come home
- Cushion to hug (big)
- 17" flat screened desktop
This is my blogchalk: Malaysia, Selangor, Petaling jaya, English, Chinese, Sonia, Female, Singing, performing, organising events, catching up with frens, spending time with loved ones, learning, cycling.
Sunday, December 28, 2003 :::
SLAM dunk is not "slam" phone..
Goodie. The internet connection is better now. Not as slow. ;)
I don't feel too good now. I wana talk about it, but I duwana. Seriously. A blog is not a place to tell ur whole private life off... to the whole wide world. But yet, who else can I tell it to now? I'm so used to keep things to myself, as in, making my own decisions, u know? ;). I know I can turn to God, but God doesn't always answer our questions immediately. He answers in His own time.
ANyway, back to the blog & my life, our lives. A blog is not a place to write our diaries. But, it is a place for me to release my tension sometimes... So what can I do now?? Just sit here and type nonsense, which only *I* can understand? =\\\.
What should I do? Okok... I'll let u know roughly what is it about... It's bout ppl putting down the phone on me... =(. Sumore I didn't make the person angry this time........
So, my choices are... I'll just let this unhappiness inside of me to continue (means I'm gona argue with that person about it), or, I be immuned to it. I think I should "take my stand".. Cos if I always give in, I'll be left with nothing in the end, but sufferings. Cos it'd be surpression, if I were to keep quiet bout what I dislike. Right? OK. Settle.
Right. I'm talking to myself.
Btw, since a few days ago... I wanted to blog bout me being sad, cos I'm misunderstood by a few ppl (i think).. But, i guess, just not today.
Yvonne + Elaine's family & Leon + Sarah's family farewell party today. I didn't go.. =\\.. I duno what to say about it.. Actually I wana go wan. But got lar also why I din go.. =\ .
*sobssssssss*
I'm still sad... =(
Sad and angry & sad & angry &.........
Why wor? Did I do something wrong again? I thought I didn't? You just put down the phone like that, when I din intend to yet................................ =(((. What did I do?? You can't even wait another few more seconds till I force myself to say "ok" & "bye"? Really, a few more seconds makes LOADSA difference. Things wouldn't be SAD at ALL.... =\\\ .
*sadding sadding saddenning while thinking silly stuffs*
